Not what I expected

I am soooo down...I'm so sad and grumpy and ugh!!! I don't want to get out of bed. I want to sleep all day and not deal with anything. I expected to have little mood swings but, wow! These are intense and there is no "swing" about it...it's constant. This is horrible....worse than I expected. I hear that there is hope during the second trimester...it can't come soon enough.